Saudade

publication with images and text;
Produced in cooperation with Moinho Edições Limitadas, Rio Grande do Sul, Brasil
Photos by Camila Leichter and Marita Bullmann
Text by Marita Bullmann
Design by Benjamin Gages

1st edition – 13 copies
2nd edition – 25 copies

For purchase, please contact me.

Text in the book is in 3 languages (brasil, german and english); here only english:
For you, it‘s home. I‘m just here.
I take in the solitude.
At no time does anyone need to know,
where I am or what I‘m doing.
The perception of my environment
changes with me. Again and again.
Everywhere. Some time one way, some time another
And I face my existence,
as if it were a monstrosity.
I don‘t know the reason, but it feels like I‘m losing
something permanently.
The sober feeling of loss never stops.
I don‘t want to feel my grief.
Rather, I demand a storm.
The raging sky rushes by quickly
and takes me with it.
A small infinity opens in front of me.
I sink into it.
And the silence around me settles
on my body like fine dust.

20˚ 33‘ 50.6“ S, 51˚ 12‘ 58. 3“ W

Gefördert vom dem Ministerium für Kultur und Wissenschaft des Landes Nordrhein-Westfalen im Rahmen der Individuellen KünstlerInnenförderung ( IFK ), einem Projekt der ecce GmbH.